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Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
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11:47 am - Oh Smokey!
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I don't like you
but I love you
Seems that I'm always thinking of you
Oh, oh, oh you treat me badly
I love you madly
You really got a hold on me (You really got a hold on me)
You really got a hold on me (You really got a hold on me)
Baby
I don't want you
but I need you
Don't wanna kiss you
but I need to
Oh, oh, oh, you do me wrong now
My love is strong now
You really got to hold on me (You really got a hold on me)
You really got to hold on me (You really got a hold on me)
Baby
I love you and all I want you to do is just
Hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me
Tighter
Tighter
I wanna leave you
Don't wanna stay here
Don't wanna spend another day here
Oh, oh, oh, I wanna split now
I can't quit now
You really got a hold on me (You really got a hold on me)
You really got a hold on me (You really got a hold on me)
Baby
I love you and all I want you to do is just
Hold me please
Sqeeze
Hold me, hold me
You really got a hold on me (You really got a hold on me)
I said you really got a hold on me (I said you really got a hold on me)
You know you really got a hold on me...
I am a virgin again! I haven't had sex, or even KISSED anyone since December of last year. Well I don't think my hymen has grown back, definitely not after riding a horse for two hours last Thursday...
current mood:  restless
current music: Alkaline Trio-Sorry About That
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| Friday, September 16th, 2005
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7:31 am - Every day is depressing
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“This album is dedicated to, and is for, and about the death of the sweetheart, past defeating present. We mourn the sweetheart’s loss in a disgusting world of opportunistic, lottery ticket holders caring about nothing that is long term, only the cheap thrill, the kick, the for the moment pleasure, the easy way out, the bragging rights and trophy holding. The thirteen year old tattoo, the hard attitude, devil may care, don’t call your parents, drink, insult, thank only yourself, and blame the rest if you don’t get yours. Gone to the ether, gone to your mother’s hope chest, buried in the boot of the rocker, the trunk of the car, and they get laughs, they get home late, they missed the rent, they forgot your money, they’ve got a new friend, they won’t be told they are wrong.
Burn baby burn, take the trash to the living room, laugh at the sweetheart, you and your friend can kill it if television’s aim is bad, break it, hard or die. Hard or die. It keeps going, you’re not wrong, don’t worry about it, what matters? You’re having a fun right? Break the rules rebel, break them hard, help yourself. Make yourself at home, turn on the video games, don’t bother to contact, gorge yourself, it’s all here for you, take your sweet time, if you’re confronted by it, blow it off and get paid quick. This is what it’s all about, and we’re with you baby, take my bite as high support, take my argument as just something that’s my problem, you don’t need this, you need to please yourself. The dream is alive and well, and we don’t want to wake up from it. Ethics, morals, spirits, breakfast cereals.
Honesty in bloom, heart on sleeve, life ever exposed and safe. Courtesy to them and all you know, cinnamon and cider mills past last night’s drenched roof shingles, down and cotton covered breath, out in the open with nothing to hide, mention of soft paper and pine, soda powder and brown paper bags, angora and hound’s tooth, youth and canvas, fresh color, blind chance and forward stumble, scarlet mood, and white ivory shimmering laugh, safe in mind and comfort in home, absent of flies and anger, blankets of your own, peaches in cellar, subtle hair and skin, sand and leaf, felt napkin and clothing line, warm air from heating vent, snow on ground, reunions of sane unforced presence, motherly intervention held in suspense, enraptured holy sight, reception in halls, your Sunday got to meeting, your helping hand, your summersault, your attic, your home and your preservation, so simple, so untouched, this is as wise as raven and as easy to trust, yet have they known, and yet may they wonder, with words and thought and thorn, this spirit and persona under.” ~ The White Stripes
current mood:  crappy
current music: Blind Melon-No Rain
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| Wednesday, September 14th, 2005
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1:50 pm - Say it ain't SOOOOOO
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I went to see The Exorcism of Emily Rose on Monday night, and like an idiot I went alone...yeah that was stupid. The movie was incredible, definitely the most frightening film I have ever seen. I didn't sleep a wink, and when I got home I ran inside and after I slammed the front door closed I realized I was shaking. I think I white knuckled about 80% of the film. I'm not sure if I would recommend this film to other people. I know Meagan wants to see it but now I don't think she should...I don't think she could handle it AND she works the 4am-12 shift at work so I don't want her to miss out on any of her precious sleep!
Fall '05 apt hunt has officially begun! I looked at some efficiencies in Hallowell but for $425 they are REALLY TINY! But they come furnished, although I don't want THEIR furniture!!! I don't really count major home appliances like a fridge and an oven as a furnished apt, all apts usually have those amenities! But the second floor efficiency is all brand new its still REALLY TINY!!! Geez. I don't know as of right now, it ain't lookin good kiddies!
current mood:  anxious
current music: Weezer-Say it Ain't SOOOOO
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| Thursday, September 1st, 2005
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1:42 pm - ZZ Top rocks
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Willy Gibbons (he was staying in the hotel under the name Willy Smith) got me and Kate AWESOME seats! On the floor in the middle about 10 rows back from the stage! They had 48 speakers, I thought kate was going to have an asthma attack it was SOOO loud! I am officially a ZZ Top fan. If they come to town again I would definitely go to their show. They can really rock for a couple of old guys.
current mood:  hyper
current music: Thunder Dome
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| Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
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8:58 am - Yeah I Know the Band
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ZZ Top is in town and I met two of the guys in the band yesterday. Capt. Willy Smith got my name and put it on a list so me and a friend can go to the concert tonight. Some of the girls I work with are coming too :) It was so cool. Those guys are really awesome. So me and Kate are going to see ZZ Top tonight for free.
Yeah I know I'm cooler than you.
current mood:  ecstatic
current music: ZZ Top-Sharp Dressed Man
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| Thursday, August 25th, 2005
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12:21 pm - Slime Time
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If you're going to punch someone, but don't want to leave a mark-punch them in the temple-it won't leave a bruise.
Oh yeah, team Jebus finally won trivia Tuesday. Thank God.
"A Date With Your Family"-haven't laughed so hard EVER.
I feel a French Revolution coming on...
current mood:  high
current music: Ali Farka-Ai Du
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| Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
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2:13 pm - Dead skin anyone?
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My face is peeling off-its really disgusting.
I knew that construction sign that was fucked up and read "expect decay" was a sign...
I guess I'm really not invincible.
current mood:  calm
current music: A&E
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| Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
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10:25 am - Bloody Polygamy
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I got another tattoo on Saturday, (hurt like a bitch) the word in the center is a little left of center but that's ok, its on my back, no big deal, it's Arabic anyway! Can't really change it now! Hardy har har. But I didn't go play pool with Eldon this Saturday due to the fact that Erica had a such a HUGE bitch fit on Friday-didn't really make me feel that all this fucking drama was worth the trouble. And I didn't really feel like stretching across a pool table after having that tattoo.
I was watching this show on polygamy this morning and I guess I can see how it would make you extremely humble and a great share'er but can you imagine the bitch fights? Holy shit! God cannot cure a woman scorned let me tell you! Is there some sort of sex sign up sheet? How does one man please 8-25 women? How do you know that later on in life you aren't hooking up with your half-sister when you have 38 brothers and sisters? Eww.
Goddamnit! Team Jebus has moved past 5 up to 4th!!!!!!!!!!!! Yar! We've tied for 5th the last 2 weeks and then this week we didn't have the Littlefields and we got 4th!!!! ARGH!
current mood:  crazy
current music: Lindsay Lohan-Rumors
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| Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
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9:40 am
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why are longboards so expensive?
Ok, so Erica doesn't want me to hook up with Eldon...hardy har har. We're going to hang out this weekend but that doesn't mean that we're going to hook up. And ANYWAY! if she wants to be with Eldon than she needs to break up with Myron! Don't be so greedy!
Ick-girls are stupid.
current mood:  cranky
current music: Sean Paul-Get Busy
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| Friday, July 22nd, 2005
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8:50 am - Margaritas...
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I never thought I'd meet somebody hot AND cool at Margaritas, surrounded by co-workers from the spa. I'd like to thank Erica for bringing her hot friend Eldon. I got his digits, he's got mine and hopefully there will be some more sexy times with this guy. I didn't even sleep last night, I got home at midnight and cleaned my room until about 12:30 then sat in the dark until about 1:30 then woke up at 5:40! I'm gonna be dragging ass tonight!
I get to house-sit for Kerri tonight, which will be SWEET! Finally out of this house and on to someone else's for a night. Just a fucking change of scenery would be cool. This place is starting to get on my nerves. Not to mention she has an awesome dog that looks like Ryley. Mmm puppy love.
current mood: ecstatic
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| Sunday, July 17th, 2005
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10:52 am - OHD
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yeah I totally woke up at 8am of my own accord today, after drinking and running around hallowell last night buzzing until 2am. I'm glad Jen hung out with us this morning. I feel kind of bad that she had to work for me at 6:30, but I gave her plenty of notice I called her Wednesday to see if she would work for me today. I'm pissed that sam just called me to see if I would work for her this afternoon, fuck no. she needs to get some help "I'm not sick I'm just not in the right frame of mind right now." what the fuck does THAT mean? get yourself together and go to fucking work. I got coverage for today a while ago, I ain't goin in.
I think I'm just going to spend today swimming in the pool, chillin' takin' a day off.
Katie, come on just go out with Ira. You know who loves you. Thanks for the kisses!
current mood:  satisfied
current music: Iron&Wine-Such Great Heights
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| Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
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8:51 am - The Secret
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"treat a hot girl like dirt, she'll stick to you like mud"
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| Monday, June 20th, 2005
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6:52 pm
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vitamin B3
blood
"mother fucking bitch"
"disgusting human being"
purple
that's just who I am this week.
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| Friday, May 27th, 2005
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9:58 am - Disease Unknown
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I took this week off to sit around and be miserable. I got a cold and a weird skin rash of some sort. I went to the doctor on Wednesday when it started surfacing on my face to find out what the fuck was taking over...I didn't get to see MY doctor (whom I love) but at that point I didn't care, the doctor I did see however was a cold insensitive "all knowing masterful" doctor, and I was just a silly speed bump in her jam packed day of elderly people coming for their monthly whine fest. She told me that since the rash really got worse when my cold did that it would most likely go away when my cold got better. Gee, thanks I'm glad I dragged my groggy benadryl toked ass out of bed for this wonderful insight into my problem. I feel so unsatisfied. She could have at least jumped around the room saying, "Ewww! You're gross, take a shower!" or something to that effect. I feel that if my insurance company is overpaying you to tell me something I already know and give me the advice of: "Get some rest and drink plenty of fluids" in an unfeeling, monotone then you should at least give me a little song and dance on your way out of the room. I just hate it when I have a problem and people make me feel like its stupid and unwarranted. Like they're not listening and that I need to stop being so dramatic about something so stupid as a strange rashy thing on my legs and torso. Yes, I know that hydrocortisone is good to put on something itchy but your the professional, tell me what the fuck it is!!!! Bitch. Ruined my whole week of self-wallowing. It still itches.
I don't want to go to work today. This week was nice but it was kind of hard, I realized a lot of things that aren't so pleasant. Why is it that you miss people you know you shouldn't? Why is it a battle? Maybe I'm just really stubborn. Yeah, that's it. Stubborn. That's what I'll call it.
current mood: crazy
current music: Alkaline Trio-Stupid Kid
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| Monday, May 16th, 2005
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4:49 pm - no, you don't know me
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Leaving like a day that's done and part of a season
Resolve is just a concept that's as dead as the leaves
But at least we could sleep, it's all that we need
When we wake we would not find, our minds would be free
To go to sleep
Sleep and would know that if I knew all of the answers
I would not hold them from you
Know all of the things that I know
Because we told each other there is no other way
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| Thursday, April 28th, 2005
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4:18 pm - What this? An update..be afraid, very afraid...
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This month can easily be described in one phrase: WAX QUEEN. That woman is the most frighteningly freakish woman I think I've ever seen. Big bulging man arms and crazy hair and sophia lauren eye makeup and dark green hard wax. "Just flick and rip." AHHH! I have now seen her brazilian wax video 3 times as of today. Once they got her going today I really decided that it was definitely time for me to leave. We were all falling asleep watching Erica Miller perform Shiatsu. I guess they wanted something more stimulating...
I think me and Alisha are sharing a cold. We've been doing treatments on each other on a regular basis now. If its not her its usually Desiree. I'm so glad I have Desiree in my class. I need someone to pick on people with. We left class early last wednesday to enjoy the bright warm sunshine instead of giving each other body treatments. I just wanted my legs waxed then we left to sit outside and have lunch and talk shit about the stupid people in our class that annoy the shit out of us. Kimi is the biggest culprit. She's a hypochondriac I think. She's got fibromyalgia so I really think she's here to get treatments even though she never seems to be in any discomfort. And everything we talk about in class suddenly becomes something about her life in some way. She has a son who's has no immunity, she calls him a bubble boy, but he's NOT! He's a fully functional young boy who seems perfectly fine, he just needs a lot of blood transfusions(maybe he's just a vampire or something). I wonder what she'll do after she's told all of us her stupid sob stories.
Man, I'm an insensitive bitch. I guess I just get sick of hearing the same stupid whiny shit day after day.
Thank god for Jen H. Everytime we do body treatments she tells us stories from her husband's playboy and maxim magazines. She had a good joke yesterday. I can't remember the details but it was rather funny. A couple weeks ago she was giving Kara a cellulite treatment and she starting speaking the lord's prayer in french to us all. I'll miss her when she graduates, she always makes us all laugh and she annoys Kimi about being all pure and religious.
I love school, and all the stuff I'm learning but I really want to get my license and start working. I have my first mock board exam next Thursday, we haven't learned all the stuff you have to demonstrate yet but I think its just to see if we're learning about all the sanitization procedures and how to do the basic facial. Maybe Lorraine just wants us to sweat a little.
Don't just run over your husband, drive over him twice to make sure he's really dead. And for that nice squishy sound.
I need a drink.
Kate-graduate already!!!
current mood:  amused
current music: Oasis-Fucking in the Bushes (mmm)
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| Saturday, April 2nd, 2005
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12:45 pm
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Samson came to my bed
Told me that my hair was red
He told me i was beautiful and came into my bed
Oh I cut his hair myself one night
A pair of dull scissors and the yellow light
And he told me that I'd done alright
and kissed me till the morning light, the morning light
and he kissed me till the morning light
Samson came back to bed
not much hair left on his head
Ate a slice of wonderbread and went right back to bed
Oh, we couldn't bring the columns down
Yeah we couldn't destroy a single one
And history books forgot about us
And the bible didn't mention us, not even once
current mood: complacent
current music: Sigur Ros-Njosnavelin
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| Monday, March 28th, 2005
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9:03 am
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I love the phrase: "if you jump off a cliff you're bound to lose 'an aspect of your swimsuit'"
I need to get a cosmetic dictionary.
There's another Amy in my class...
...and it all begins tomorrow.
I miss you Kate!
current mood: anxious
current music: Franz Ferdinand-Take Me Out
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| Monday, March 14th, 2005
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8:20 am
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| Friday, March 11th, 2005
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5:14 pm
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I am true to myself
I am changing
current mood:  nostalgic
current music: Bjork-All is full of Love
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